A little about myself:
I'm a 21, female, from the Pacific Northwest in the United States. I am the president of a national sorority and have never had sex.
How I define virginity:
No penetration of the sex organs.
Here's my story:
I've never been on a real date and have never kissed a boy while sober. I feel the need to have sex with someone before I leave college in order to be able to have real relationships with men without wondering about that first time. I feel the need to get it over with but I want a close relationship with him and not just a random hookup. But never being romantically involved with someone makes me SO scared that I am out of control of this situation.
As a president of a sorority I hear the stories of so many that have had sex, and I really hide the fact away that I haven't because it seems like something I should be ashamed of.